Not a Fairytale - A Beautiful Short Story
It seemed like every single thing she had ever been through, was prepared deliberately by the divine to give him the answers he had been seeking all these years and every single way of his presence in her life was giving her the love and safety, she never knew she deserved it.
The outer world perceived them valiant, they were indeed. They carry themselves so well, that nobody knew any traces of their pain, yet in their nameless planet they were just mere two broken children, scared of knowns and unknowns.
She was excellently trained from the day she could remember, to hide her needs. To always satisfy others, to give even if she don't have, to give even if its not reciprocated in same energy, to give even if she doesn't wanted to, to not speak up for herself, to adjust even if it hurts. She did it all, since its the only way she ever got bare ungrateful warmth.
She was doing it without any complain, since she was made to believe that is normality until he came in her life. One day she got to know, still she was ready to burn for others. That made her special. Receiving or concern about she getting hurt was never in her diary and she was scared.
He was excellently trained from the day he could remember, to put others needs infront of his own. Nobody truly bothered what he was upto, or what he likes, he dislikes, his presence, his opinion and over time the only option he had was to embrace solitude, become hyper-independant since that was the only time he felt not being let down.
He was doing it without any complain, since it had been so long he ever opened up that his true self sedimented too deep and bringing it back was difficult. He was that guy, who does everything behind the scene, beyond the stage but nobody ever gives that recognition, still one second also he never complained or done something expecting returns. That made him special. Being asked about or making him priority was never in his diary and he was scared.
Once way long back, they both trusted somebody that they will be there. But got let down too worse. Little did they knew, it was all universe's plan to give this divine pair eachother, traveling so many lifetimes to find one-another.
"He was trying to make her believe, she is worthy of love; She was trying to make him believe, he is worthy of devotion".
This story wouldn't have become this beautiful, if they both realized it back at that very moment. Like every epic story, time had its play. Being too much tired of carrying these unhealed versions of themselves, they thought they were being so brilliant this time, that they are going to defense eachother, pretend as if it doesn't matter.
To cope with this discomfort, they ran, ran to places, to humans nearby, they knew nobody can understand them, yet kept doing that since for so long they had been so used to lies, now truth was so scary.
People said forget him, he has two faces probably wanted to play. People said forget her, probably she's just another girl chose money.
They aren't like the ordinary, they always follow their heart and hear the calling of the universe. It always said 'This is it'. At some point, they couldn't pretend much longer neither bare their divine counter-parts falling for other's assumptions.
Everytime they pulled apart, it was realization of lifetimes that they are the ones for eachother. They couldn't imagine a life without one-another.
When offered roses and gold, she simply said "He is enough"; When offered glitz and glam, he firmly said "Nobody else if it's not her". They couldn't stand the distance and kept hurting eachother to capture one moment within their eyes. They both were tearing eachother's masks of 'being fine'.
God was quietly looking at this, waiting for them to realise nobody is actually worth helping than the Almighty himself. They went in search of god, they were trying to see, hear, anticipating some kind of reply, some signs but nothing was obtained and stuck in the same patterns. Still, the universe was so kind to help them. It let both of them to break eachother to the point where divine light could enter and make them realise the ultimate truth.
"Finally the universe responded to them, as they aligned themselves with their true nature".
God said her,
"Both are also him only, due to his unhealed versions he is just struggling within but it is very temporary and you have to love and accept all of him to heal him. Once that happens, he will claim his highest self that is his true authentic self that you witnessed in his eyes and remember that will help him fulfill a higher purpose for which he has been created".
She did that since she knew she loved him.
God said him,
"She was just an abandoned child, seeking love and validation in every place she has been put into not really aware of anything, being too naive. Your love will teach her self-worth and only your presence will make her life happy after all those storms you witnessed through her eyes. Once that happens, she is going to eternally claim that heartful smile that you admired admist of her chaos".
He did that since he knew he loved her.
But it wasn't that easy, they had many obstacles on their way. At some point, he was ready to let go of her since he cannot travel with her longer and she was ready to let go of him since she didn't know how long she could do this and was scared of her owners.
Still they were ready to go above and beyond for their love and overwhelmed by such patience and faith, the universe kept helping them.
They realised, this whole timeline, human connections, material possessions, physical distances etc, etc was nothing but just mere illusions. And the calling was just one,
"This is what it is and this is meant to be!'
"But what about parents?", she asked.
God said, "They are just a medium to bring you into this world for fulfilling this higher purpose and it is your time to come over it all."
"What about people I called friends, all these years?", she asked.
God said, "They were put in your life only to experience the unhealed version of you. Now it is your time to heal, to grow, so you have to let go."
"Will she accept me back?", he asked.
God said, "She is rejecting every single pleasure just because you are not in it and embracing pain that you filled her with. Now it is your time to free her and make her smile once again."
"What if once again I hurt her?", he asked.
God said, "Nothing could hurt her much than you being away from her and you have to accept this truth."
"What about time? What about our belief systems? What about the future?", they asked.
God said, " Your bond is timeless, you have been now exposed to be your true self, so whatever comes inbetween, you have to hold hands together and fight. Trust and empathy is the root to hold. Remember, 'Unlearning things is as essential as to learn something new', so those beliefs that tries to keep you apart were meant to be unlearned and finally when I am here why are you both worried about future, as I am the one to bring you both till here and I will get through it all always, trust in me".
Once they accepted this, that was the time of manifestation of magic of this universe. They believed in themselves, they believed in God, God filled them with love and trust to shower upon eachother. And finally they found if their hands were held together they were able to create a whole new infinity than just circling in their halves.
It was not a fairytale, it was one step ahead of that. It was a perfect divine plan, received through true selfless love, consistent efforts, time, tears and prayers.
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