Only if.,



Like the calm after storm,

Like the heart after death,

I now stand quiet in white,

White, yes white!

Had all the colours when I couldn't see

Believed these are colours because I couldn't see

Lost all my colours now I could see

I could see, yes I can see!

Only if I was taught?

About things, what is what?

Only if I had known,

I was prone to exploitation;

Only if I didn't have this heart,

to be there nd there nd there 

nd there nd there nd there

nd there nd there nd all;

Only if I never got to know,

how it feels when someone's in my low;

Only if God never sent a saviour,

but just kept staring nd staring 

the way now he is doing,

I could've given him

the pleasure to see a flower die,

the pleasure to see a flower die.

Nd now I feel, I feel,

I should've burnt myself fully,

instead of hugging another heart half-burnt;

nd now I feel, I feel,

I should've burnt myself fully,

without giving my hands to another heart;

I should've just be dead in rain,

giving up my dreams to see rainbows.

God, I should've just come to you

regardless of my fondness to a butterfly in the road.

Nd to fix this all, to make all-right,

I twisted my name, my words, sent a flight.

Nobody will ever know,

Nobody will ever care,

I'd done it all to set my another heart in air.

Know that it cries, know that it breaks,

Know that my sunflower wilts,

but only I know,

Something's happening in silence;

Gonna finish the mission,

Gonna burn myself fully,

Gonna see my sunflower shine,

Gonna see my sunflower shine,

Gonna rest peacefully in white,

Gonna make everything all-right,

Nd until then, It's my last wish skies;

Please don't neglect in highs;

Everytime I see those eyes,

Don't give me hopes,

Everytime I walk across my another heart,

Don't give me strength to hold on,

Everytime I witness it's temporary pain,

Don't give me dreams to cross these hurdles,

Just hit me hard nd take me away,

Make me run, take me back;

Time, time don't crawl, don't walk;

It's not good, Run, gotta run!

All again, I don't wanna burn my another heart,

All again, I don't wanna burn my another heart.

So please hold me back, 

Yes, hold me back, make me run;

Yes, make me run;

Give me more white,

Give me more pain,

Burn me fully,

Bury my ashes,

Let that serve my sunflower,

Let my Sunflower shine!

Let my Sunflower shine!


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